Tuesday, January 1
it's like 11.11pm now
listening to a light music
i keep thinking about something
something that has been very important to me in the past year
it's hope
it's everything
not only in dance
but in every matter i met
hope led me to conquer the stuf that i've nvr done before
saw things that i have always been hoping or afrid to se
i hoped for a day when no one would reject me
but i feared that i might be losing them at the same time
so i chose
and Hope told me the answer
even Trust trusted Hope
so i chose to leave some
and stay with some
and i made the right choice
surprisingly,
i'm the first person to come to her mind when she is asked to name a girl
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11.35 pm
to me,
every memory i've writen on this blog so far this year counts
every post is a precious memory i want to keep for life
every word is a heartfelt thought
i will not deny them
i will not change them
maybe one day i will read these posts again
and thought myself to be foolish
but these memories will always ve part of my life as i grow up
they will forever be there
they belong to me solely
when i find someone that will accompany me for life
i will show all of these to him or her
he or she will not laugh at me
but will just smile at my teenhood with apprciation
it will be that.
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0.06am
i've just completed my last dance of the year
on the count the clock striked 12
i've put in all the emotions i had
it was a very simple dance
but it felt so great
it was the best dane i would ever have done
it was named
but i guess i will never remember the steps again
the miracle. dedicated to Lee Pee Hua
next time i dance freely again
it will be for her too
.
just commented at her blog
called myself aki
:) who knows?
i really feel so good and at ease now
after my last dance of the year
the new year will begin.
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Let the Miracle happen!
.: SpirituNatura :.
12:28 PM
