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Monday, December 31

Like it’s the last day of the year
Suddenly I feel so nothing about it
Normally I would have been excited and stuff
But I feel all the same
I wonder why
It’s just like to the earth,
This is just another round of spin
Nothing else
Like it’s a perfectly normal day in a year
Well it is a normal day
Where the sun still rises and the moon still shines
It’s just a day no different from any other
Two more hours it will be the next day
The next year for human calendar
A so-called new start and everything
But to me
It isn’t
Nothing’s new except the year
Maybe a new house and stuff
But inside me
Deep down there
I don’t want the year to pass
I also don’t know why myself
I just feel so
As I flashback
I saw so many eventful things that happened for the past year
All my emotion and everything
I studied what I had to
And studied those I needn’t
Then I was re-reading the compo I wrote at the start of the year
My story
I found that I have really so changed so much
On my character and everything
I’m now more friendly and approachable
And my character’s not so wild anymore
I’m no longer that domineering
And I ask for less
Although I still have times when I act cute
But most of the times I learnt to make jokes that will really cheer people up
I learnt not to give so many lectures to my friends
And listen more
Listen to what they need and try to give it to them
I’m growing to learn to appreciate the stuff I have
Appreciate and treasure every bit of friendship and trust I have
And guard them well
I’m making sure that I don’t offend my friends so they would be willing to stay by me
I make sure that I am respected
I shut out the silly nonsense that I dislike
As a way to tell them that I am not offended and it don’t bother me
Although it hurts to do that
And it really cause me a lot of pain
But I have gone through it
Everything I’ve gone through will only make me stronger
Isn’t it?
And I found my hope in dance
To dance is to breathe
It is always the best way for me to relax and everything
Dance means everything to me
Although I don’t dance as well as the teacher wants
And I don’t dance in the way that she expects
I still love dance for something that no one will know
I dance my own dances
I dance whatever I wish
Free dancing has always been a dream for me
I’ve always hoped that one day I will be able to dance freely on stage
And people will be able to appreciate my art
Even if they don’t understand anything
I hope that my dance will be able to touch everyone
Even those who knows nothing about dance and about art
I really hope for that
But that is a dream
A dream that might never come true no matter how hard I work for it
Because it takes hundreds of years for people to accept a new style of dance and art
Free dancing is not something that is so easily done
Because you will have to think on the spot
And you must even be able to match the music that you will hear
It’s not easy in any way
People may just reject it
Because practically no dancer could do that so far
And you really need to have seen a lot of dances to do that
And to do that well
To make the most out of range people to understand your art
It’s another peak to achieve
But I really do hope that someone will be able to do it one day
So that my dream could be fulfilled
And wherever I am at that time
I will be glad
I will smile
After today
I will apply all the things that I have learnt in the year
Be a good senior
And take care of everything as carefully as I could
And of course
I shall dance.
Dance to my best
To my style
And to the teacher’s expectations

Here the last post for the year
I really had a lot of things to say
I don’t know if I will be posting as often next year
But I hope to
Maybe I will have even more stories to tell
And more enlightments to give
I will do my best
And go for it
Now I am thinking of a person
She has given me the strength to do this
Not lee voon
Surprisingly
But peehua
She has done it
The greatest honour for anyone


.: SpirituNatura :.
10:37 PM


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My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

peeks

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)


Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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DREAMS ;


* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;


sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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