Friday, January 4
arh...
just came back from dance
surprising they let us off so early
okay maybe not that surprising coz we were dancing from at least morning 10am to
after our performance in the audi
we perform for the sec 1s for orientation okay!
i think i didn't do so badly
but i made a few minor errors
and forgot some parts the seniors kou-ed
haiis
but who knows except ourselves!
hehehe:)
then later they clapped and cheered so loudly
yeah so happy:):):)
thye like cheer so much louder for us then for the softball lah!
but the front part the one when you splat the fan on the ground
that wasn't very neat
haiis
if not they would be even more impressed
and thank you xuedi for hugging me so high!:)
i didn't feel to be slipping at all!
you are such a nice junior to dance with
:):):)
okay
something very scary happened
i was like thinking about it like yesterday
and it happened today
oh my goose
i think i can now go predict future for other people liao
i think like you can already guess what had happened
let's say the not so scary one
basically it's normal for me now
10 months ago i would have been so nervous
who cares
after we put make up,
we went to have lunch
yeah! at 11am lunch
so early
i saw chuan at the canteen
she went hello auto
surprising
normally she won't even bother to
then she ask me that i won't need to do the compo
i said yes
then she like aiya i don't want to do compo leh...
then i noticed that her voice sounded quite hoarse
wonder if she had been shouting and shouting with the sec 1s
hehe. poor chuan
i think she would have been surprised by my makeup
coz it was like so...
nvm
after that i ate lunch alone :(
i sat at a quite corner to calm down and eat lunch
i ate really very fast
like in 10 minutes i finished my lunch
then i went back studio
like nobody else was there lah!
bojia hurt her knee so she wasn't dancing
so she was there talking to xiao tong and jialing
xiao tong was because she had a seriously very very bad eye
like it was swollen and everything
like she go put a big ball inside her eye
so scary
so she couldn't dance
argh!
our two most important persons gone!
bojia can like dian4 the whole lot of them lah can!
now she can't
whatever
so jialing took over and we have only 14 people in the dance
now it suddenly look much more empty
like got missing people like that
nvm
here comes the most scray part!
i almost couldn't dance
but it still happened but i danced without knowing
that's good
okay
i shan't keep you in suspense
pee hua came back
for some stupid reason whatsoever
the mian thing is that she came back so suddenly until i ad like no time to react
i just took such a sharp intake of breath
and pretended i saw no one
which wasn't easy can!
she was like in her vjc uniform
the colour was beach until i almost thought it's white
okay
something's wrong with my eyes
whatever
i immediately saw the RED hairband when i came back from popular
i alomost dropped the bottle of prunes in my hand
what the!?
i really froze on the spot
(i know i've been reacting to stuff too much lately
but i think i really can't help it
i was really too surprised to say anything)
then i went PeeHua!?
of course, very very softly
i doubt she heard me
i guess she still saw me
nvm about that
then like 5 minutes later i heard them to ask us to go and perform liao
okay peehua you really came back at the WRONG time
i'm now so freaked out by you coming back i can't even calm down to get going dancing!
later i spoil the dance how!?
it will be all your fault
for coming at this kind of really very ****** time!!!!!
then i somemore heard bailu ask her if she want to go and watch
then she was like asking can meh?
so i was praying that she can't then i won't be even more nervous
just perforoming to sec 1s wasn't so bad
coz they don't really know what we're supposed to do
but if pee hua was there...
i daren't think
ohmygodohmygodohmygod
arharharharharharharh!!!!!
then i think she might have been watching
but i think she didn't after all
weiqing told me that she left and stuff
so i was so much more relieve
and there wasn't a peehua pressure there
so i think i danced so much better lah can!
but i think i didn't smile enough
nvm
then the sec 1s gave us such a great applaud
so happy
i was practically running back with joy
hahaha:)
and there was also no peehua stress!
i was really so happy
i thought she left
then later laoshi asked us out of the studio
she wanted to give some comments
then she had such a galm face until i thought we dance until so bad
why...?
then later she was like asking yiyi and hern hern and bailu how we did
then they were all like saying okay. not bad.
then laoshi suddenly say we danced very good
so surprising!
later everyone was like wooting and stuff
hey so happy
thn we thanked bailu and hern hern and jialing and bojia and those seniors who were there
then laoshi said that that was really so sincere
of course
we love our seniors so much suddenly
okay maybe only these few
the rest like more scary
oh yeah.
yan ngee and rebecca and joanna also came back today
but only for a while
and they came back actually just to say jiayou
yay
thank you so much
and rebecca didn't wear her specs
first time seeing that
she looks a bit weird
but who cares?
then later i SUDDENLY SAW
peehua coming over from the audi lobby side
really i didn;t show that i was taking that intake of breath
i just quickly turned away
should that mean she found a way and watched our performance?
er...
i feel like dying a bit
meaning she would have seen all my mistakes and stuff
oh NO!
i suddenly feel very weak
i wonder why
if not because there was make up on my face i would have covered it and ran away AT ONCE
.
then later we were supposed to do dances in the studio for the sec1s
so they were doing huaji, feng wu, kong que, and hudie
i think that's about it
but very surprisingly
bihua was the lead for hudie
okay...
but she dance got not enough feeling
not as much as xiwen or jacqueline
in other words,
not good enough to gan dong the new sec1s
sorry to say that
but it's kind of true
then finally saw her smile after so long
yay
i miss her smile so much
then later she was talking to laoshi and stuff
after modern dance left at around 4
coz the CCA booths had to stop at 4
hehe
we had 59 sgin ups in total
so happy
we qian hong just slacked around and stuff
and nothing much
and i will have to part from my fan from today onwards
:(:(:(
i want my fan...
:(:(:(
then she left at around 4.45 like that
she put back on her vjc skirt which was like the hcjc skirt
then she left
when she passed by me
we stared at each other
as if expecting someone to say a bye bye or smile or somehting
wa lao
!?
but i think i managed to force something
what-e-ver
that's the end of the scariest thing so far
like she suddenly come back is wrose then i was hoping for her to came yet she didn't
scrayscrayscray
.: SpirituNatura :.
6:38 PM
