Wednesday, February 27
Today we danced a lot again
Like we danced chun dao and I was the only poor junior down there
Like the rest are all seniors from sec 4
Which is so damn horrible
Like I’m the shortest too…
Sad…
But nvm
Then quek ying let me listen to dong tian lai le
That song of the dance that I liked most in the ntu performance
This is the lyrics
Arh…love it seriously so much
Suddenly found another dance and music that I have so much feelings for
I seem to like sad songs and sad dances a lot I realize
But I still think I love it
And I also like some happy dances too what
Like I love qian hong
Well this is the lyrics for dongtianlaile
Seriously love it so much
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丁薇《冬天来了》
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树叶黄了
就要掉了
被风吹了
找不到了
.
太阳累了
就要睡了
留下月亮
等著天亮
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冬天来了
觉得凉了
水不流了
你也走了
.
音乐响了
让我哭了
心已丢了
还会痛吗
.
Dunno why, I am thinking of such stuff now…
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today went to com lab for maths.
tagged at jianing's blog
well i was just hoping they could get over the loss better
and be a bit opener
then jianing and audrey were like repling saying that they don't really wish to do that
which made me very sad
coz like i never expected them to like really thought that...
to me it felt like they were thinking OM is some kind of life
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now i wish to say something
if you don't believe in it
then ignore
and don't tag
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just ignore it
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life is never all ups and no downs
failure is always expectable
people go usually very very sad about these failures
i can actually understand them
it's not like i never failed
i failed in a competition last year
i failed a lot of stuff that were also very important
but through the years at chongfu,
i really learnt a lot
failing to me is no longer something that is avoidable
i almost always fail first before i succeed
like in 60% of the stuff i do
(with the exception of tests)
i knew that if i fail,
all i have to do is either give it up, or try again, which is what i normally would do
i would maybe redo it with lots of grumbles and groanes
but i wouls still do it
because i know that fter a lot of tries, then i can learn
then i can feel more happy when i finally succeed
i am not encouraging you to fail here
but just saying that even if you fail,
there's is almost always a second chance
that is what is important
trust yourself to do it
and you will.
i believe you will.
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now taking that to the recent thing OM
audrey and jianing the most obvious
are really very very sad that they failed
i can see it
i can really feel it
the tension and sadness whenever i see them with it
their props were handmade
costumes too
but i am sure they did not buy the fabric and make t-shirt and jeans themselves
i can see they did put in a lot of effort
but failing OM doesn't mean the end of the world!
like there ar still so many and much more competitions out there for you to join!
and OM is something that only lasts for a few months
and it's not going to affect our lives if we fail it
like...they can put more energy into the other competitions and subjects and...
yea. a lotof things!
and after this year,
who is going to bother whether you got in for OM internel judging or not!?
it's not even like we are going for OM world!?
and now it seems that friendships are breaking because of that
i regret that
i regret to be once part of it
i really don't know how to continue
i really don't...
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.
now i just wish to say
don't be sad anymore
life has to get on
you cannot stop because of one failure
put it down
take it as a lesson in your life
learning to accept things better
.
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yes.
the art of letting go is an art that is very precious
precious. pretty.
.: SpirituNatura :.
9:03 PM
