Sunday, March 9
post number #121
whatever
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feeling bored now
hmm...
just watched practically a whole day of chinese paladin
surprised
because no one stopped me
i gues they're just being horrible again
later saying this and that
haiis
i guess i should get to some wok after dinner
at least like do a bit of stuff
and anyway
i've completed another compo for the CL SIA
and another of those stupid 读书报告
whatever
so am i supposed to bo considered a good girl?
no!
definatly not!
i have not been practising dance
because i suddenly lost my ability to dance with the feeling i used to have
i want it back!
i have not been doing much important homework
have been slacking since yesterday
staying on the com till very very late
anyway
tomorrow there's dance
i know peehua will NOT be there
so that's a good thing
you know what,
i feel llike dancing qian hong to get that feeling of dance back
i shall do it tomorrow after i come home
i must do it
and because qian hong was the first dance that gave me the energy to dance
suddenly i've lost this energy
and slacked
and thus,
i lost my energy to do everything else
i shall get a fan and dance qian hong tomorrow
at least listen to the music
then find a place to dance
for all i like
and all i love
i need to find that feeling back
.
and maybe it's because i got an opposing feeling for dance back
.
i must give it up
if not i will never dance again
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i dance for my life
when i stop dancing
it's like i'm dead
.: SpirituNatura :.
8:17 PM