Saturday, April 5
i'm still very very confused today
which actually affected my CIP workrate
i am not of 15 years old
yet i am doing flagday
i wonder if some police officer walk past and ask for my ic
then i'll be dead
no, i wouldn't be
the seniors would
because they organised the thing mah
haha
but a lot of people say i look like sec 3
even that boy said so!
oh maybe i haven talked of that boy yet
talk about it later
CIP first
idoit thing
i was so afraid to talk to anyone!
and audrie got her first donation like 5 minutes she got the can!
wa lao.
but lter me and yiming opened up
hmm... better lorh
and we went orchard
anyway
it was in the morning
no one at all lah can!
like the streets were really empty
sad...
i give you some suggestions to do this thing
first
go for the europeans
they will ask you some stuff some time
but usually they give a lot
second
go for those with little children
the kids would want a cute little sticker to paste
third
go for the couples that look nice and sweet
they'll be willing to give you some coins
fourth
go for those people that do not look asif they are rushing for time
it would just waste your energy
lastly
smile sweetly and wait for people to approach you
like there's people out there who just simply wants to donate
like they will get ready a coin and throw it in
there are also some people who just want ro get rid of the rests of the students around
and specially use a 2 dollar note to buy a sticker from you
and some one gave audrie 12 dollars at one go
!?
justina said once her friend received 100 dollars from someone
yeah, there's all sorts of interesting people out there
but i more hint
stay in one place to do
don't walk around
it will be very difficult
then... not much le
around there.
so end of CIP
my back hurts now
coz a whole 4 hours of standing and walking
i really cannot take it
but i was a good training for napha
stability
the option to like
go for it!
one more hour and you're done!
aiya napha won't let you run for half an hour
at most 17 minutes
for like 2.4
the rest of the station very simple one
i was about to talk about this boy right?
yea
he is just a boy that i saw just that day
i think it was like my senior's primary school friend
then we were talking on the bus
then when i was about to get down
he suddenly ask me
huh? 你要不要跟我们一起吃饭?
!?
excusei moi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is the first time we ever see each other then you ask me if i wnt to go eat with you
stupid eh you!
and i know you don't know the fight that's going on in my head
but like
are you always like that?
i feel a little freaked
yea
like the ghost, you know
so i just got down the bus
later when i was walking home i was thinking about it
well he wasn't that bad either
Oops!
no thanks
i would still rather have dinner with myself at this troubled time
i reallly need some time to calm down first before i do anything else
sorry
but if you were to ask me on a day which i have not gotten dad to buy food for me
i would be agreeable
sorry
not today
i am really not in the mood to
i guess i am still lost, aren't i?
give me more time
i'll be back soon
perhaps i wouldn't even come back
.: SpirituNatura :.
10:21 PM
