Friday, April 4
today was just simply too horrible
i don't know what to say
like there was so much infomation overload in one day
although i asked for it
i really asked for it
i asked to much
now i realise
sometimes
it's better to not know
knowing everything can be hurting too
like it spoiles whatever atmosphere i have been once having
and wanting to have and whatever
it just spoiled me
now i feel so lost
so绝望
like is there still any hope of reviving this?
i guess not
from those stares and looks and expression
i know this has been a misunderstanding
i cry
but what else can i do?
it's not like there's a good solution
a solution good enough to make everyone know the real hidden truth behind it
and stop being surprised
i am really lost now
jangyi send to me a nice song
i like the way it's sang
but not as much as dong tian lai le
dong tian is still nicer...
美丽心情
多雨的冬季总算过去
天空微露淡蓝的晴
我在早春清新的阳光里
看着当时写的日记
原来爱曾给我美丽心情
像一面深遂的风景
那深爱过他却受伤的心
丰富了人生的记忆
只有在天真给过的心
才了解等待中的甜蜜
也只有被辜负而长夜流过泪的心
才能明白这也是种运气
让他永远记得曾经有一个人
给过完完整整的爱情
那曾经爱着他的心情
有一股傻傻的勇气
当我安安心心地走在明天里
有不后悔美丽的心情..
who can bring me back on track?
.: SpirituNatura :.
10:02 PM