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Friday, October 31

class closure


you know, i am that kind of person where the aftermath is very heavy
when they were giving out touching speeches
some saying they think we shouldn't cry coz it's not really the end, some saying it will be better next time, some saying we'll be able to come together again...
but how much of it true?


those who said not to cry still cried
how better would it be next year, when we meet with new people and make new friends
ya we can come together again, but how easy would it be? two years down the road, we may forget everything. 6 res wanted to have reunion for two solid years, but i guess there was never a full reunion. (partly coz i was never invited to any)


205 you have committed a great sin
you saddened a heart that should be happy
you passed the gloomy mood to me
and i brought it to dance
and now, dance is no so enjoyable
otteokae? (how?)
you made me cry again
made me feel the same feelings i got in dance night again
made my tears flow again
why must everyone insist on the fact we're parting?
if no one cried, i guess we would be able to get over this better right?
no i have no confidence of holding back my tears the moment we finish choral and drama night
i have no confidence at all now
stage is now like a world of memories to me
it's something that always brings my sweat and tears


dance night;
we trained so hard
and daidao snowed
with seniors back
i knew i was afraid to stop it coming
so i let it
205;
we spent 2 years together,
even more than seniors in NYCD
went through all the difficulties together
and i could not stop it too
i was terrified of today
i foretold it that a lot would cry
i knew it
knew it better than all my other prophecies
but i couldn't do anything
couldn't


i would miss everyone
i would miss shanping talking french and dance
i would miss calling jieying in the middle of night for class relay and remind her to pass to chuanling
i would miss evie and some of her stupid comments
i would miss xinyi with her 无头女尸 and "pish"-es
i would miss the teacher calling vanessa up for IT help
i would miss dear yuka with her ever-so-high voice
i would miss yunge and her fan-tism and her songs which are sang really nice
i would miss jessie (tan) trying to outtalk me
i would miss jessie (tee) trying to sparz me with malaysian jokes
i would miss celeste with her innocent huh?-s
i would miss bei shi and 色贝贝-s
i would miss kah mun and her LONG LONG hair
i would miss audrey with her exclamations of oh my god
i would miss yixuan with her cool-ness
i would miss esther and her japanese fangirl-ism
i would miss marie with her mangas and fan fic stories that seem so realistic
i would miss chuanling screaming across the room to her teammate at the window and constant netball bombing in the classroom with jolene or anyone else
i would miss saiying with her insane-ness
i would miss nerice and her impromtu talks for LA and CME
i would miss jolene and sick jokes and "sexy jolene" on the board and all the very sick stuff written or said. "vagina" all the time...
i would miss rosanne's parrot voice
i would miss sara with her american stuff
i wuold miss su mei trying to 抛媚眼 to me everyday
i would miss joling with her really very 淑女 ways and "pineapple"
i would miss lynn with her sometimes very childish voice
i would miss amanda for everything she's done for 205, "sexy amanda" and sometimes crying into wang laoshi's arms for help when 205 gets too crazy
i would miss xingying and her shouts of protests
i would miss joyce for singing so much
i would miss tania, the pure pink lady and her ballet styles
i would miss justina for a lot of things, her math formulae, sin70 - sin 55 = sin 15!?; her 斗牛翻跟斗; her whoo!!; her DANCER!!! across the canteen; her weird phobias of bread and stall holders; her oh mi gao!!!; her her boyfriend stories which me and xinyi enjoyed playing out new stories that could never happen
i would miss tricia for her craze for stars like phelps
i would miss julie with her save the environment talks
i would miss jianing with her "my fringe is not dry!!"
i would miss shannon trying to make us run for PE everyweek, sicking people out with jolene, and every single joke she made in class that make the teachers o.-
i would miss junqi trying to make up names for people and her ways with shannon and jolene


you know, last year last day we cried coz the class fell apart
and this year we made it up
205 bonded
we cried coz the school tried to make us part
it's sad
but still
life has to go on
jiayou 205
treasure the rehearsal days
laugh as much as you have to
don't constrain your feelings
let them out




oh shit, get me some tissue
my keyboard is wet!!
eh i need more tissue
eh my keyboard is new eh!!
cannot spoil one leh!!




i don't like tears


.: SpirituNatura :.
8:34 PM


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My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)


Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;


sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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LEAVES ;


Lee Voon :)
Sherry :)
Jianing :)
Pee Hua :)
Chuan Ling :)
Sai Ying :)
Yunge :)
Xin Yi :)
Justina :)
Junqi :)
Xuedi :)
Xuedi-poem :)
Bojia :)
Xue Yan :)
Kai Shi :)
Shannon :)
Yuka :)
Tania Kahmun :)
Jolene :)
Shanping Rosanne :)
Steffi :)
Xiao Wen :)
Jiamin Ho :)
Zhi Ying :)
Jing Wen :)
Bo Han :)
NYCD :)
205 :)
6Res'06 :)
6Gra'06 :)

WHISPERS ;