Beauty of Nature

Wednesday, April 22

i chose not to go for the "award presentation ceremony" for SYF
call me nerd coz i wanted to stay at home and study for IH
call me antisocial coz i refused so many offers to go
call me everything you wish
as long as i feel true to my heart and conscious
i don't care what you say about this matter

then it all comes back to choice
the choice not to go and join in the excitement
the choice to not face the happiness and mized feelings right in the face
the choice to stay home and study for block test tomorrow which i know i will fail if don't
it's my choice

i've made many of such choices
choices that seem to be weird for some people
or perhaps stupid/silly
but i never regretted them
i weigh my options
i decide what i want to do and what i believe is best for me
blame me not
past incidences that i have made some choice about stys fresh in my mind
i chose to give up guzheng, long ago
i chose not to appeal into RGS when i could highly have been possible to get into
i chose to tel her the truth in the face
i chose to do many things my way
i chose to give up third lang rightfully knowing i'll miss the chance to go france
i chose many things
and to think back
i still think i'm ight
and so far it proves me the right choice
and i know this is also a right choice
for me, and my life
it's heartbreaking to give up a chance like that
but i think it's more heartbreaking if i fail IH
not going to it will just make me lose some feelings
but going will make me lose freedom and gain stress for the next term
i'd choose the earlier
don't you? may be not.

.: SpirituNatura :.

3:20 PM

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SpirituNatura
5 February
Aquarius - The Water Lady

My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

peeks

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)

Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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DREAMS ;

* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;

sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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