Beauty of Nature

Sunday, April 12

you know what,
i'm not even causing distress in my heart after that incident
oh yes, right after it
not a frown on my forehead
not a disturbance in my brain
i feel completely normal!
as per normal

should i call it ability to control my feelings better?
mind over matter?
if this is normal, then does it mean i have been abnormal over the times?
perhaps.
coz you see, it's always a great idea for me when i control my feelings
a blank face is sometimes a perfect way to face stuff that you wish not face
i find my own haven, own world
yet continuing to live in reality

feels like being in the matrix and knowing you're in the matrix
wow.
no Neo and Trinity though
but i wonder if i'm able to forever do this well
if i can, i'll be a great successor
if not, i'm going to be the most dangerous lunatic anyone is ever going to meet

control my mind
control my feelings
it makes me feel safe
safe in the "real world"
safe in my own world

wow.
said a bit too much haven't i?
okay then.
shall let you ponder my words.
don't be too quick to say no.

as i most probably always.
i believe i did gain a little control over what i can control,
not my weight, i find that something i have no need to control.

.: SpirituNatura :.

3:28 PM

SPIRITU ;

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Aki
SpirituNatura
5 February
Aquarius - The Water Lady

My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

peeks

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)

Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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DREAMS ;

* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;

sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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