Beauty of Nature

Thursday, May 28

4 days of sabbaticals passed in a whirl
and my head and heart and everything is in a whirl too
like i've done anything constructive in this week
yar i really jsut slacked so openly and freely
but i still feel weird.
and i don't know why.
for some reason
this whole week
everyday
at some point of time
i would find myself out of breath and my heart thumping really hard
so hard i could feel it
it's like if i think of my heart and my lungs, they would become a voluntary thing
and it takes much to "forget" about them so i could go back to normal breathing
like now.
i think of it
i feel it

and during these times, i would just feel weird
like something is going to happen
then i don't know what
like i really don't know what
and my mind is just blank
i try to pull my mind back itno reality but i am unable to
and it sucks to feel like that
you're completely out of focus and everything.
and it happened in ceramics today
and again in forum theatre
and i was just getting this blank feeling that made me feel like freezing there until it went away
yet i was feeling something all the time.
and i couldn't even make my eyes focus on some object
i wonder what's wrong with me.

and in the end something REALY unexpected did happen
but somehow i was guarded against it
and decided to play safe
no witness i guess
other than chermain. right.

i still feel a little weird now.
i don't know.
it's just like deja vu but not exactly the same...

great i have a mission.
sort it out.
in my head or not.

.: SpirituNatura :.

10:30 PM

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SpirituNatura
5 February
Aquarius - The Water Lady

My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

peeks

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)

Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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DREAMS ;

* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;

sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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