Beauty of Nature

Monday, June 1

don't exactly feel like going for all the camps
or rather
i don't feel as if i am going for a camp
like....
i don't know...
just like that time i didn't feel as if i was taking some block test that day
i didn't feel as if i was going for SYF the next day
similar similar
this year,
stuff just felt as if
'oh yea it is.'
and it feels weird.
like you're expecting it
but you don't feel it
normally in sec 1 or 2
i would be like
omg have i not brought anything else?
blah blah blah
and this year my survival preps aren't going very well
oh nvm.
i guess...

i still think it's because of the lost star that a planet was revolving around
and i am surprised the star did not completely engulf the poor planet
and the planet is still revolving around the empty space
ignoring all the laws of gravity
and...
just like that.
an invisible planet revolving an invisible star

i can't pretend all this don't exist either.
it just doesn't work
and my dramas aren't playing out very well too
it just feels all weird and

i think i need a therapist

and...
please... you promised
don't break it
help me hold on to the edges of the hole
pinch them together
to make as if there was no hole.
to stop all the emotions and everything float out into the abyss
into nothingness
i don't want to become an empty shell.
not without.
it's just not the same when you tear it apart again
this time, even larger because I'm beside you.

.: SpirituNatura :.

8:58 PM

SPIRITU ;

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Aki
SpirituNatura
5 February
Aquarius - The Water Lady

My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

peeks

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)

Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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DREAMS ;

* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

WINDS ;

sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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