Monday, July 6
hm? i'm told by my dad i haven't posted for a while
don't feel like posting when all of it is in the offline one
and don't feel like writing much because the things i want to write about are not supposed to be here
another one of my meticulous rules
hur. i've broken one whole chapter of those rules already
but don't really want to break the others which cannot be broken by anyone other than myself
what crap am i talking!?
hur. no one understands anyway
feels sad
and thru some convo i was analyzing
i feel sad coz i'm being silent
and i'm being silent coz those whom i want to talk to are never there
or too busy and i don't want to disrupt them
with my little stupid problems
yeah i call those little problems stupid coz i can't get over them
it's always that few things that has been hovering in my head
over and over again
and it's depressing coz i can only go taht far
it's like sloving a case and you only know that a guy was killed but there's no clues to lead you further to find the killer
frustrations
and ir eally need to do some work to forget all of this.
i really need some peace of mind
SHIT I HAVE NOT MADE KAISHI'S PRESENT YET
.: SpirituNatura :.
5:15 PM