Beauty of Nature

Saturday, February 27

今天看到高心怡写在早报上的一篇文,
是云阁的.
想想, 我当时没有被告知, 我是追问的.
最后还在班里大爆发了一下.
实话是,
当时并没有觉得怎样,
后反劲结果很严重,
为了身边空荡荡的感觉失落了好久.
"后来, 痛苦是慢慢形成的; 是从看着空座位发呆, 到望着名册上被划掉的名字皱眉慢慢发觉她已经去美国了."
"是每每讲到金稀澈就会想到的疯狂, 和每每谈到乐器时的激情."
云阁没有支支吾吾地说, 而是实在地讲, 因为她已经面对过"对好朋友说"的情况了.
我想这种方式对我来说是最好的.
来得快, 接受得也快, 平静得更快.
哭过后就能继续生活, 想过后就照样过日子.
是这样的.

现在可能还在心里怪云阁
怪她告诉我, 父母一开始就没有打算在新加坡长住, 只是当个垫脚石, 踩到美国去.
或许因为这样吧, 我对她一直怀有一定的责怪.
也怪我自己, 对于得来不易的每一份感情都太在乎,
认为一定会天长地久.
现实, 还有那么一段距离.

.: SpirituNatura :.

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5 February
Aquarius - The Water Lady

My posts are colourful for a meaning .

Feel the vibrance in the wind
Feel the rhythm in the waves
Find those little smiles and expressions
Find your true self in dance

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Loves ;
~ Dancing :)
~ Friends :)
~ Listening to music :)
~ Chocolates :)
~ Blogging :)

Hates ;
~ Feeling bored
~ Backstabbers
~ Liars
~ Freaks
~ People who look down on others

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* Dance better
* Master the art of letting go
* Stay happy everyday
* Push myself in dance and studies
* Grow taller
* Better results
* Try not to hate maths so much
* Finish reading all my books
* Libera Eternal
* Manage to sing Libera's songs
* Midnight Sun
* The Official Guide to TS
* Twilight Moviebook
* Iljimae DVD
* BOF DVD
* Korean Grammar book / dictionary
* Learn Korean
* Go Korea
* Crystal Pointe Shoes (Sculpture)
* Talk to Chuanling. Xiaotong
* Keep the promise that I made

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sorry. decided to take the music out coz i've got my own iTunes

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