Sunday, April 18
IH is just like ultra shit
the notes are shit the sources are shit the ppt are shit the videos are shit
i'm sorry for using too mcuh of the shit word
i should clean out my mouth
but Ih jsut simply made me too angry
looking at the stuff that i have done so far
they look so disorganized
first time my notes are that disorganized.
very bad.
i wish i had mroe time
i'll go search for my own resources and do better
but for this
i really can't help it
i just hope i don't screw up everything too badly tomorrow
or else i will have screwed up two subjects already
considering that i have already screwed up LA.
i mean, yea.
the last time i screwed up LA and got a 4 over 20 was in sec 2
that was a very bad time for me
i hope i don't get 4 over 20, but something like 10 over 20.
at least, let me pass.
i thought my logical structure was nto taht bad
i jsut focused on a thing that was onlt 50% relevant
so give me 50% of the marks?
the LA thing keeps bugging me
i wish i would get it back sooner
at least it would take something off my back
and make me feel less conscious and guilty about it
at least i could cry and be over with it
jiayou and do better and harder for the next blocks.
.: SpirituNatura :.
6:02 PM